I got up and ready today. I went to an old school friend’s funeral with my family and took a diazepam before it to help me through. When we got home, i slept for a few hours. When i woke up, i took another diazepam and went downstairs for dinner with the family. My mum had a baby to foster for the weekend so after dinner i looked after him for an hour or so. But my mood gradually dropped because it was the day my boyfriend was going out so i ended up letting my mum take the baby and going upstairs. I took two diazepam to get me to sleep at about 20:00 which worked until about 01:30 when i took another to help me sleep the rest of the night.